Just the right dem feels.
The truth is, I’m the problem here. I’m not doing anything to make everything better. It’s getting worse and I don’t know what to do. I don’t want any help from others because I want to handle this by myself but I keep thinking that I can’t face this. I need someone.. I need somebody to face this with me. But I can’t ask them to help me once again. I just can’t.
Yan ako ngayon.
Feels like everything is bullshit.
now, i’m lost..
because he’s not here beside me.
i can’t just afford to loose at this one again.
just one rainy day.
here in his room.
watching him sleep.
at this moment, there’s nothing more i could ask for.
because what all i have now is
contentment, happiness and him.
i just love the way how my blogs are changing.
now, there’s a different person behind.
and i am really loving it.
he may be that special for me to be the main character of my blogs.
he is in the spotlight of my life now.
Forever may not exist, so we have our LIFETIME.
and forever is too mainstream.
we love us in our lifetime. :)
Life is unfair.
Sometimes, you just can’t fix the person who fixed you. You can’t be the one they want you to be while they are the one that you’ve been waiting for. But as the rule of life also states, you won’t always get want you want, but eventually, you will have what you need. If life’s unfairness doesn’t make you the wanted one, be the needed one. And maybe… just maybe, it will satisfy life.
no matter what, i’ll stick with my bebe, baby, babe.. my Hazel Grace. :)
and i’m 100% sure about that.
may alam ba kayong photgraphy blogs jan?
penge naman oh. tska yung willing magturo sana ng basics sa photography.
i just badly wanna learn.
This is one of Begin Again’s soundtrack and the first time i heard this.. i really fell in love. ang ganda ng message. :)
this is for broken people out there.
sa mga niloko, iniwan and all.
and yea, we may be like a fool..
but we must get up.
and walk forward.
Sometimes, beginning again doesn’t mean that the two of you should really start again together.
because sometimes, it just have to be you alone.
beginning again with yourself that was lost when you’re still stuck up with that asshole.
off to slumber with my favorite sweater.
oh how i love hearing him say those three words. it travels directly to my heart. then brings out an instant happiness in me.
and how much i do love seeing how his eyes light up when he hears that three words from me.
just three words and we are happy :)
a good thing or a bad thing.
i unknowingly blurted out that three words in him, personally.
on a good point, it just really proves that there’s something happening in me which i do not recognize.. just not yet.
on a bad point is that.. i may not be able to prove the capacity of those three words.
so now i’m really torn up if what happened is a good thing or a bad one.
but for what’s worth…
"i love you."
Candle light dinner.